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Sunday, August 23, 2009
I love Demetrius.
Being with Demetrius is what i wish for since the first day i laid my eyes on him. He's a charming man, i can say. I don't know why i'm in love with him. I think it's his character that makes me attracted to him. I can't believe this is happening to me, really. I can't believe Demetrius loves me. I thought everything was just a dream. I thought that none of this will happen to me. People say i should be happy to have Demetrius loving me after much sacrifices i made. But something's just not right. Something disturbing. The guilt. Even though Demetrius loves me, i feel some kind of guilt engulfing me. Although i should be happy towards the fact, I feel guilty towards Hermia. Hermia has to suffer because of me. Hermia and Demetrius looks great together, but i can't accept the fact that Demetrius chose her at first. I think i'm selfish. I did not make an effort to put myself in other people's shoes. I only think about myself, my happiness, and nonetheless my sadness. I'm sorry Hermia, but i love Demetrius so much. I cannot live without him, seriously. I hope you understand. And i'll try understanding your situation in losing Demetrius. I'll pray that everything will be back to normal. So that everything is fair to you and Demetrius. God, help me...

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