Saturday, August 15, 2009
Then. One fateful day, i heard the bad news. The news i knew would tear us apart, those words that would take my soul away, those words.. Which told me that you would be leaving me.. Once again. Hermia's father wanted MY love, to marry her, my bestfriend.
Yes of course, it wouldn't be much of a problem if you loved only me. Well sadly, you love her. There's no past tense for love, for once you start loving someone. You never stop. I can't bear the facts of reality, can't bear that it wasn't love. Can't bear the memories of that facade. That lie, once so sweet, that blinded me. Once again, i fell into the never ending hole of depression just like before. Except this time, you didn't bother about me. I watched him, once my love, fight for my bestfriend's hand in marriage. Line by line, scene by scene.. The story went on, i started living in self delusion. The better things were for D, the worse it was for me.. Being overwhelmed by sorrow, i went back to the pond. Back to where we first started out..
Well even though everything's absolutely fine now, the hurt and trauma is still there. And forever it remains, just like a scar.. This is,
the reminiscence of our once shallow and unworthy past.
Labels: Prologue - Part 2. Liling.
